I GOT PLAYED!!!! I just found out tonight that A had a girlfriend already! I should have known!!!!! I’m so fucking pissed at myself for not realizing it! Fuck her! Besides, J is a bajillion times better! I reeeeeally enjoy our talks that we have. I mean I’d like to meet up with her sometime, but she’s all the way back in STL, but the semester’s almost over! Woo! So here’s to hopefully having a successful date with her whenever I get back home. Apparently, in my drunken state, I’ve asked her out to ice cream/froyo and the zoo…and to watch supernatural/scary movies sometime. I wonder if she knew I was drunk…
Side Note: Chelsie, Kat, and Beth have been throwing my name at her since Easter Break! I really hope she wasn’t forced to talk to me. But then again, she’s talked to me for the past 3 days, which I’ve talked more than with A within a month. So far my thoughts on her? She’s absolutely adorable and perfect.
Well, that’s strike 3 in my book. PEACE OUT! MOVING ON!
Well, I’m exhausted and a little down to be honest. Guess the endeavor last night affecting me more than I thought it would.
Well, I think I’m sure that you’re not into me. So I’ll save myself from this and move on. Saw you at the aquadome, I know you saw me, we looked at each other a couple times on the dance floor. Then you went ahead and danced with some guy. I’m done, I don’t like feeling jealous. I have another date with you tomorrow. *sigh* I don’t know what to do right now…
Okay, perhaps I was a little hasty on you not answering. You’re new to this and it was wrong of me to rush you into something.
Okay you know what? Don’t fret about it. Focus on rugby! You’re most likely going to have to be the scrumhalf tomorrow at some point since Alisa’s out for the season. Focus. FOCUS!
I immediately regret my decision….
Okay, you just gotta go for it! Stop analyzing and just do it!
Wow, so I think the 5 minutes of waiting for you to arrive was more nerve racking than the actual date. Really, I don’t even know why I was nervous! Date went extremely well and you suggested to have another!
I have a date tomorrow. I have a date tomorrow? I HAVE A DATE TOMORROW!!
Finally asked you out and you said yes!
Do I have a plan for when I actually meet up with you?
Am I panicking?
Haaa, maybe a little. Hopefully all goes well tomorrow at 6. But I seriously think I’m being tested on this one. I’m pretty sure you know I’m playing HvZ and you just had to choose the farthest dining hall for me to go to from my house. But no matter, I WILL get my butt over there!
